Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 8:40 pm
HCB
This is the last time I burst out like that about you. I shall take brina's advice. And I've removed the more aggressive part of my post. - edit 20/09/2007 9.57PM
Right.
I shall be posting a rather agitated post so if you dont like this kind of posts do not continue.
And kindly forgive the many typo errors. thank you ^^
This post is going to be about this particular person. I am not going to reveal this person's name because i think the person know very well i am talking about her. Yes it's a she. However some may not know of this person and i do not wish those people who dont even know her start insulting her or scolding her or anyth as they dont know enough about her to comment. So i supposed only good friends of mine and hopefulyl ehrself knows who i am referring to.
Now to come to think of it.... i dont know where to start.
Ah yes.
When i first met you... i thought you were okay. Strange and childish but rather fun to be around.
I was rather close to you at some point.
I listened to you, your complaints... i sided with you most of the time.
But then things began to change. I gradually saw the different side of you.
Or the true side of you.
.........
Things became worse and worse as i knew you better.
You are so full of yourself and everyone should bow down to you, listen to you, obey your orders. You consider everyone beneath you and you are always the best in everything. Everything is not your fault, no, and even if it is your fault someone else SHOULD help you take the blame.
COME ON LAH.
WAKE UP LAH.
THAT IS LIKE NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.
it is always you can hit people, you can insult people, you can call people names but NO ONE CAN EVER EVER INSULT/HIT YOU.
poke you with less than 10g of strength and you insist that we've "gone too far".
IM TELLING YOU. IT IS ALWAYS YOU WHO GO TOO FAR.
WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT?
you like to comment that people cannot do it people are inferior to you. and you look down on the person.
stop acting as if you know everything in the world.
you commented quite a number of times that I cannot make it to triple science or even double science because im a lousy student blah blah go H class better.
MY GRADES FOR SCIENCE ARE As TOO.
YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN GET GOOD GRADES?
WHAT'S WORSE.YOU START INSULTING MY FRIENDS.WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THEM WELL.WHEN YOU IMPLIED IN YOUR SPEECH THAT IM A LOUSY STUDENT I DID NOT EVEN EXPLODE AS I WOULD HAVE DONE IN THE PAST.BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH.WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT SHE( u better jolly well know who)WOULDN'T MAKE IT FOR THE EXAM?DO YOU KNOW THAT SHE IS GOOD?IF YOU DONT OR DONT CARE THEN YOU SHOULDNT COMMENT.I believe i've given you a piece of advice before: dont comment on things you dont know about.
i'm not even saying that i am able to do that.
but at least i dont anyhow comment then hurt people with my words and then quarrel with the person then insist that it's not my fault.
WAKE UP. PLEASE WAKE UP.
you like to say that when people comment abt ur negative points they are actually talking abt themselves.
well, that applies to you too ^^.
anyway,
at least people dare to admit their mistakes,
and they do apologise for their wrongdoings.
which reminds me.
this may sound petty to many people but i feel it is a reflection of her character.
it happened 2mths ago i think.
during music lesson.
she punched me really hard on my left arm for no reason (playing boxing or sth)
and i went OW OI THAT HURTS.
and guess what?
she turned away and just act as if nth happen
as if she was right to anyhow box others.
EH I DONT EVEN LIKE HER NOR AM I A CLOSE FRIEND SHE BOX ME THAT HARD IT IS NATURAL TO APOLOGISE WHAT KIND OF SHITTY ATTITUDE IS THAT.
and it wasnt a small punch either it made a blue-black on my arm which lasted a few days.
i broght it up to a few of my friends but i didnt really blow up or anyth.
however if you did that to any of my close friends i will certainly explode and you cant blame me for having a bad temper.
i mean, look at yourself. ANYONE will blow up in your face with that attitude of yours.
can you please accept your negative points.
you used to say i am bad tempered unreasonable blah blah.
HEY.
at least i know them myself dunnid you tell me and my closest friends could see gradual improvement in me as i tried slowly to change since i came to secondary school.
okay i'm really tired and over-agitated now so i shall stop here.
but the main point i am trying to put across is
NO ONE OWES YOU ANYTHING.