Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 6:41 pm
Those not concerned please skip this part and go on to the part purely on today's events below.
Okay. So not a single damn is given.
Ignoring is one thing. Not giving a damn at all is another.
Why do I bother so much?
No idea.
Don't think anyone wants to know either.
I mean, who will actually be really concerned?
Most humans are like that, I suppose.
So maybe you are the same :)
Dying isn't a good way to escape.
But if I did die, most probably no one will care. Or even notice.
Isn't that just fantastic? :)
死了没人知,也没人睬.
Died and is not worthy of notice,nor concern.
That just about sums it up.
Not caring not bothering not giving a damn.
awesome.
I won't cut myself like some people do cos it's plain stupid.
But I wanted to feel that kind of.... feeling(?) so today I trained without my glove.
Didn't bleed though.
Having a horrible red patch and possible a blueblack now but that's not the intention I had.
Maybe after the exam I'll try making it bleed.
...
Most people like you there have problems, mainly BGR or sth.
Well you don't expect people to understand.
My kind of problems... is different.
Don't think you'll understand too.
So that's that.
What more could be said?
I strive to be happier each day in school.
Hey, it's not a mask.
I really do feel that way.
Cheerful and all.
Just that, occasionally, there'll be something to fret about.
Once again, not like you do care.
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Today's MsAza's birthday. Us m2 bio students bought this cake for her and during bio lesson me ade and sijia went to the lab late cos we were preparing the candles and all which keep going out due to the breeze(mostly created by people who ran past). Had to light the candles over and over again.
Then took pictures and blah in the lab.
MsAza said I was acting cute when I refused to take a picture. like wtheck? D:
Din do anyth.
lols.
She's probably just joking.
Then after school we shared the cake i ate this tiny piece and rushed off back home to grab lunch and rush back to sch for fencing. I think MsAza saw me when I was walking down the path leading to my block which is conveniently located next to the nexus canteen separated by this fence(not referring to the block. referring to the path) which HuiYi used to squeeze her hand through when I go down to see if they've left after band last year. Wow so long ago. T__T
Anw, packed the spaghetti the new maid made in the Ribeana lunchbox for... primary school kids?
LOLS.
Got back E-Maths test paper today.
GUESS WHAT.
MIRACLES DO HAPPEN.
GOT HIGHEST IN CLASS.
27.5/30
hilarious.
But it was friggin easy about the hire purchase and matrix shits.
The 2.5 marks came from one careless mistake and working which TPC didn't like.
LIKE WTF?!
as long as it's correct. he shouldn't be taking away marks. D:
Chem test was horrible.
horrendous.
Confirm chop chop fail.
OMG(daniel no!) i'm totally addicted to hawthorn fruit snack thingy called shan za. or sth.
Sugar addict.
