Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 3:46 pm
Sup.Yesterday was... rather angsty.As a matter of fact, it is more of that today.Damn high at the start of the day....And then at fencing.I swear JunKai is the shittiest person in the world.Doesn't he even understand what's BASIC RESPECT?He just can't seem to shut up and stop arguing with poor XueYun.She's already bloody stressed out that idiot just can't give her a rest.So I yelled at him. Until he had the words "Then I have nothing to say" out of his filthy mouth.It's been a darn long time since I exploded like that.I think I scared the Sec1s ah but that's not the point (oops.)And James Wong was critisising XueYun again.Argh I think I'll die if I'm under half as much pressure as yun is.Gave her many-a-hugs.Yesterday.. Adeline's birthday.Sent her an SMS at (almost) 12am sharp.According to my phone anyway.On the way home before going fencing saw this person with the bag my sister was "fangirling" over when she saw it on the internet.AHAHAHA random ._.Getting spam mail in my inbox.Spam mail = emails asking whether going back primary school on friday.WTH.Is there a need for that?S'long as you appear on that day, WHAT'S THE DIFF.Wasting their own time.Geez.So the email is like... threatening me with more spam mail if I don't reply.So I did:
"Sorry to inform you of the fact that spamming is not exactly, or rather, the least bit threatining".___________.Well, it's true.I can just select the junk and mass delete.Brainless.The next part of my post is just...... rants and more rants.Due to indignation.So those who visit my blog for sheer amusement please just move along now to other stuffs.___________________________________________________________________Okay.It's just that I can't help but feel darn annoyed.I'm not transparent(not the other meaning of "easily understood". Or maybe just that little bit.) ya'know.Sometimes I feel like you don't seem to realise I actually exist.It's like one moment, mass teasing, the other, completely ignored.When I'm just being serious and asking some questions, it's like you don't hear them at all.Even after repeating them 3 or 4 times in increasing volume.If you don't know the answer or find that they are stupid questions, just say so.If you can't hear the questions clearly, shoot.If you want me to shut up, go ahead and tell me so.That's all better than completely ignoring them.I mean it's like, when someone else asks you a question you will either respond immediately or maybe after repeating once.It's worse when I'm trying to comment on something and you don't seem to hear it at all and continue talking louder and louder to others; it seems as though you are trying to drown out my voice. And if I was talking about something someone cuts in and talks about a completely unrelated subject I'll be left in mid-sentence and off you go being totally engaged in another conversation.All of a sudden.And never return, that's the main point.= Transparency.It's so difficult to put a point across so usually I just give up and shut up.Once again, it's just my indignation so don't be offended.Just stating my own thoughts and feelings here.*shrugs*
